I wont talk about it (while actually talking about it) because it just makes me sad

 stupid fanfictions. They suck! They suck the life out of you. They remind you how miserable you are in life. 
In the end, you feel really happy, yet horribly depressed. You wish you had the guts to do what they did, the guts to say what they said, but in the end, you are left to contemplate about your own little sad excuse of a life. 

Right now, I don't know what I want. Or at least I think I do, but I don't know. I don't know if I'm clinging to the past, clinging to something familiar, clinging to a hopeless cause or something along those lines. I'm very confused. 

Let's talk about shoe and square shall we. 
Yes, I'm usually irritated at them for one reason or another, pero kinikilig parin ako pag may nangyari/ may napagusapan o kaya may sinabi sakin na... kikiligin talaga ako.  
I can't help it. 

I don't know what I want. But I do know is that if I want something.... I'm probably going to be too scared to fight for it. I've done some stupid things back then, and I've been heavily traumatized by the consequences of those actions. Every time I think about it, I just feel stupid. 

"why in the world did i do that?" always immediately comes to mind. 

So now, I have this thing where I don't want to impose my self on anyone at all 'cause I personally think that I'm just not worthy of anyone. It's just so scary you know? What if this, what if that?

Of course these are legit fears that every one has. 

However, mine is doubled 'cause I am not attractive o_0 And it sucks. 

Arjohn Gilbert

I saw this amazing kid on TV on my way to school this morning. He was on Unang hirit and apparently was already featured on Jessica Soho's show. He's AMAZING. Im sorry... but I like him better than Charice Pempengco -_- Walang appeal sakin si Charice...but it's just me. Magaling sa magaling, but I'm not a fan. 
Now this boy... well, he needs a little work here and there. Mostly getting his pronunciation right. Now that he's know, I wonder what's going to happen. 
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I kinda link my new user pic. 

Wala lang hahahaha

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    If I were a boy- Beyonce

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It's insanely entertaining. Obviously the free jumper isn't her and it looks like a nike add. hehehe emphasis on the shoes.

I love it! I wish some celebrity would actually do that :))
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Of Nightmares and weird mother daughter moments

Mrs. Maestre tricycle chase along Tirona. x_x I woke up saying to my self... "she must have really done something to me back then, for me to have nightmares about her now. o_0

Moments: <i>
Ma: Are you downloading porn from our computer?
Me: 0_0 no
Ma: Are you sure?
Me: *looks at her in the eye* Yes</i>

Geez -_- Why would I download porn? That is so 1990's xD Besides, I have my own pc o_0
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